dedicated to Aloincuuuung..!!

no matter how far our best friends are, their presence always feel closer when we pray for each other

Have a nice next episode of life in Helsinki, Loincheee~ :)

let my heart free :)

Gratitude

I'm so wondering why many Russians see my blog. But that's okay.. I'm happy if my writing can be read by a lot of people. So, Hi World...! Today I'm gonna share about gratitude.
In one situation there are two choices of thinking. See the goodness or the badness. I'm not talking about 'half full' or 'half empty' glass. No matter how full or how empty glass, the best thing to do is 'give thanks'. Thanks for the water on it. Even if there's no water on it, still give thanks, no matter how you feel. Yeah, maybe it seems weird and hard but complain doesn't change anything and give thanks is better. And someday, I'm sure, you can see that the moment you are facing now is the best moment you have no matter how you feel.

So no matter how you feel, gratitude is always the right and the best decision.

"In everything, give thanks"

:)

starting point

I think, today is my starting point to rebuild my heart and mind (again).
So many time I raise and fall (again).
But the only I think I know is I never give up.
I was born not to give up.

After yesterday all night crying aloud with nobody know (okay, now everybody know..),
I guess I start to know how to fix all the broken pieces of me.
God knows how to heal me just like this song:

Tuhan Yesus setia, Dia sahabat kitaDalam sgala susahku, selalu menghiburkuDia mengerti bahasa tetesan air mataWaktu badai mengamukDan gelombang menyerangTuhan Yesus setia

I'm so happy today because I can meet my cousin from Australia and Daniel from Bandung also. Unfortunately, His wife can't come but I'm happy because My family can skype-ing with his wife.
Abang and Daniel came to my home and will stay for two night. I'm so excited about this. We can do so many things and have some fun (please, without thinking about thesis)

Tonight, abang was looking into my eyes and says to me,
"once you are in the downiest place, the only way you have is to raise up. Untuk maju, terkadang kamu harus berani dan nekat."

Well, that are the tools I need: "move on and brave"
Hmm.. I'll try and let me see what will happen next.
God bless you, all.

can't be move?

hmm.. I wonder why I still writing a galau post.
Uh-huh.. maybe some of you think I'm an unstable, immature, and have an irrational thought.. Frankly, I am.
Everytime I want to move on there's a moment that make me stuck on this comfort zone..
It should be my weakness: Once I love someone, it will be forever.
I call it weakness because... love makes me weak.. give up to others.
But, I don't want to be like this forever... I'm sure love is make you strong not make you weak, right?

Promise (again), I will never write any galau post...!! note it...!!

Where are you?

This brain just like video tape.

When I sit, lay, walk, and whatever I do, sometime my brain plays some part of past.

Some bitter, some sweet.

And I just keep go on in the present because I can't go back to the past fixing my mistakes and going forward to the future either.

O.. how I miss your presences, JTEC.

You were there when I am down.

I was here when you need to share your feeling, good or bad.

and I enjoyed listening to you.

Why you have to dissapear and not giving me any clue to find you? 

I'm glad if you find your own way now, but sad we don't talking anymore..

You are my friend and always will be..

Four Inspiring Men

A bit funny when I think about this post. It wasn't too hard to think about inspiring men for me. I used to make this post titled "five inspiring men". But I just could find four.. -_-"

haha.. let's see who they are...

Tadaaaaammm.. 

4th:

Lee Min Ho

I don't really excited about korea but since I've seen 'city hunter',

I captivated with an actor named Lee Min Ho.

He is so cute, cool, and handsome..!! xP

but I don't like his performance in Boys Before Flower. so feminine.. :(

He teaches me to look after my appearance because when people see you, the first thing they recognize is your appearance.

3rd:

Michael Bublé

He is so handsome, talented, has a great voice, cute, cool, modest.

His age is more than 35 but He still look young.

I love his song titled 'home', 'haven't met you yet', 'my everything'.

He inspires me to  learn more about music.

I hope someday I can meet him.

I want to be his piano player.

That's my dream.

:)

2nd: 

Barrack Obama

The First Man of United States.

The first African-American President of States.

He is so brave, strong, family loving, modest.

I proud for he had lived in Indonesia, my country.

Obama, please take me your country.

Please, please, please, please.....

And in the first position is belong to:

Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite

(Kaká)

So proud of him.

Handsome, faithful, family loving, modest, religious, healthy, elegant, and  

He is belong to Jesus.

All criterias that I like is on him. ;p