Imagine me without you (I'd be lost and so confused)

As long as stars shine down from heaven

And the rivers run into the sea

'Til the end of time forever

You're the only love I'll need

In my life you're all that matters

In my eyes the only truth I see

When my hopes and dreams have shattered

You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed

And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you

I'd be lost and so confused

I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid

Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you

Lord, you know it's just impossible

Because of you, it's all brand new

My life is now worthwhile

I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling

You're love lifted me back on my feet

It was like you heard my calling

And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed

And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you

I'd be lost and so confused

I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid

Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you

Lord, you know it's just impossible

Because of you, it's all brand new

My life is now worthwhile

I can't imagine me without you

When I found you I was blessed

And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Imagine me without you

I'd be lost and so confused

I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid

Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you

Lord, you know it's just impossible

Because of you, it's all brand new

My life is now worthwhile

I can't imagine me without you

I can't imagine me without you

To you out there #1

Dear you,

Thanks for being one of my best friends since we were child. Even though in some periods we had separated, there's always a way to get us together.

I may not know everything about but I always remember you.
I may not the one you count on but you know I try my best to be always there.

Thank you for listening to me as much as possible.
Sometime you just get silent when I'm talking, and that's all I need.
You know when I just want to be heard.

I am the one who can not be assertive as you are...

I want to support you but -silly me- I don't know how.

Bomnyaaaa, Semangaaaattt.....!!

Do not forget that you are precious!

New Episode !!

Idk either I have to be happy or sad because of sudden changes in my life.
I really enjoy the time I spent with my dorm-mate which called Jo. I have some habbits that related to her such as calling her outside to go work together and sharing about anythings happen in our life. But now, she resigns from her office, which means she will be back to her home. Anyway, I am sure we will still be a good friend in the future.
Separated with a friend in dorm and.. also in office. This is not a big matter but affect me. We do some renovating in the room and I move to another table. It has a good view but it has to be no one beside me for reasons.
A dorm-mate, A chairmate, and maybe a soulmate.
Haha.. Don't read too serious about it.
Close with a new friend and trying to a good relationship. But once again, I think it won't work. Maybe we are just too different.

So, lossing so many people in some aspects in my life make me sad enough but I still have faith it will make me and my life better.

:)

Selamat pagi, Malam.

Tahun ini terasa lebih cepat berlalu dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya.

Meskipun sudah tahun setiap tahun tetap saja terungkap hal yang sama.

Beberapa waktu akan menjadi sangat gelap kemudian terang.

Beberapa orang akan pergi dan sebagian lagi datang.

Ada yang terperangkap dalam kebebasan dan membuatnya terpenjara.

Semua masih berupa bayangan samar yang membuat bimbang untuk melangkah.

Namun selalu ada kepastian dalam keputusasaan.

Tidak pernah ada yang salah dari yang ditetapkan.

Hingga semua mampu menyambut terang yang muncul dalam gelap.

Masih ada harapan untuk esok hari.

Selamat Pagi, Malam.

@RS Harapan Kita

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10:46 P.M

Jadi mahasiswa Psikologi

Waktu aku SMP aku punya cita-cita jadi Psikolog meskipun pelajaran komputer aku yang paling tinggi.

Waktu SMA aku ambil IPA, nilai biologiku biasa saja, Fisika jangan diharapin deh, tapi kalau pelajaran Kimia, itu yang paling aku suka :) 

Di SMA aku juga ikut computer club, sempet ikut lomba dan jadi Finalis di Binus, masuk jadi 25 besar (Nomor 24) dari 100 peserta.

Waktu lulus SMA, sempet beli form pendaftaran di Binus untuk ambil Dekave, tapi setelah dipikir-pikir dan ditimbang-timbang, jadinya aku kuliah di tempat yang sama dengan kakakku - Atma Jaya.

Aku pilih jurusan Psikologi untuk pilihan pertama, jurusan teknobiologi untuk pilihan kedua.

Ternyata langsung diterima di pilihan pertama.

Aku PIKIR, jurusan psikologi itu hanya 'main-main' saja, ternyata . . . (intrepretasi bebas)

Pertanyaan sekaligus pernyataan yang paling sering diajukan adalah:

"LU BISA BACA PIKIRAN GUE DONG?"

ehmm.. gemana ya jawabnya...

Pikir aja deh sendiri :)

Jadi (lulusan) mahasiswa Psikologi itu menyenangkan, tapi susah buat dijalanin..

Friends

I never thought before I have some amazing friends surround me.

To all my friends, I want to thank you for your support when I am down !!

Perhaps you even never know that the laugh we share each other heals me !

I love you ! I love you ! I love you !

Improving self

Hi Everyone!
I hope you all are well.

I am so sorry my last post was so emotional and I can't promise that will be the last one. Haha. It's not so easy for being an introvert, pleghmatis, and melancholis at the same time. But I will do better from now on. =D

From my last (bad) event of my life I have learnt, do, and think a lot, a lot than I did before.

I let go my mistake, past - every past that make me stuck in the comfort zone.

I joined an english club, sport club, take vocal course (my vocal is getting better each day!), more active in youth community at my church, I talk first to stranger, finishing some books I bought, renovate my room, trying to be an assertive as well as I can be, more confidence talking at the public, helping parents more than I did last year.

I still have some plans for the future. I want to go around the world, see the beauty of God's hand. Learn some languanges as much as I can (although my Jappanesse is not getting better for now.. xD)

I did some improvement to my self and I am happy with that. =D

I realize someday I will be old and on that time I don't want to regret everything I didn't do in my youth.

When a door is closed, be sure God opens another door for me to go. My faith is He directs my path in the right way. That's why I don't have to be worry.

I believe there's never too late to be better.

I love you, Father =D