A Christmas Carol in the Skyscraperland!

Have you ever heard or watch about "A Christmas Carol" story?

You can read the synopsis here if you have not known the story. 

I read the story so many times and watch it almost every Christmas.

But this year, I really experience "A Christmas Carol" in my life.

In this two years, I grew so bitter, hopeless, anger, and wasted my energy in negativity.

And it makes me unhappy as Mr. Scrooge feels. 

Like Mr. Scrooge who fly to the past and revisit to his childhood, God show me my childhood through my first client. It's like "I can feel your pain, Ma'am."

It took Scrooge to the scenes of his childhood and youth.
He was shocked to see a young Scrooge, a lonely but imaginative boy.

And in the present time, I can see what I've been through in the recent time by my second client and it makes me wanna say to her, "Oh, Ma'am, I know the feeling about doubting yourself."

It is not easy walking in the pain, act like you are okay and doing fine when you are exactly not.

Unconsciously, I become selfish to cover all the sadness.

God doesn't stop there. He brings me to the future in  a place called 'elderly house'. I meet a looooott of grandma there. But there is one grandma who realize me as a young lady, I should not ruin my youth with bitterness, hatred, and wasted my talents, instead, forgive, forget, and move on. In a second, physically and mentally I get the motivation to move on and not looking at past because it useless in this time. I don't want to get despair in my old age.

In the end of this year, God really knows how to touch my heart. And He did it.



Merry Christmas, everyone!
I hope God gives you all the spirit of Christmas,
a second chance to start a new life because Jesus Christ,
our savior was born to save us!