the pursuit of happiness

i used to think i never deserve to get happiness..

and i know i was wrong..

my very first wish on my 21st years old is to know what God wants me to do

after that day, i received so much care, love and joy.

and i feel...

so unbelieveable.

i often avoid feeling happy because i'm too afraid to lose that feeling.

but now i understand,

everybody in this world deserve to be happy,

to do what they like to do..

and misery is a part of happiness as well.

i have to afraid nothing.

This is God's answer for my prayer..

He wants me to be happy,

to smile in each problems,

to share the things that i have

and

to share what i feel to others

above all,

He wants me to Glorify His Name through my hope in Him

so i wanna reach my own happiness everyday and share it with others.

.avoid avoidance.