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This morning I do not feel want to wake up..

A Man

Senangnya bisa nge-blog sekarang...!! Berhubung iPhone ketinggalan di rumah (karena kemarin pulang ke Bogor dan pagi-paginya buru buru balik ke Jakarta lagi, korbannya iPhone ketinggalan), gua sempet skeptis gak kan bisa nge-blog di saat ada insipirasi seperti ini. Saat gua buka laci meja kantor gua, gua liat ada seperti ada yang 'bersinar', dan itu adalah laptop gua yang gua bawa dan simpen di kantor setelah nginep di apartmentnya Ci Patty. Dengan baterai yang tersisa 15% marilah memulai kisah ini.. *jeng-jeng*

We will never really know somebody well in days.

That's exactly right!

Jadi gua akan cerita tentang seorang teman gua yang awalnya gua pikir dia childish, jutek, nyebelin, resek! By the time we have been friend and I tell him my first impression about him and he said, "I want others to see me like that at first. Let them think I am evil inside. Well, now, you know me. What do you think? Am I that evil?"

I just can silent.

You know, today is the peak of turning my point of view about him when he said, "If you have children, it is not necessary to put them in international school. The important point is: you should teach them 'The fear of the Lord'. It is useless when someone is bright in education but lack in fear of God. What will them going to be? They will be nothing."

WOW

I think, it is very rarely I hear a boy said that things in this (sin) world. He is not a boy. He is a man.

Even someone who used to I adore never tell me a things like that (the worst is he said he never pray).

Okay, the point that I want to let you know is: never put judgement at somebody. If knowing someone needs time, why judge?

Terima kasih untuk setitik air di tanah yang kering

Untuk secercah cahaya di kegelapan

Untuk setiap senyuman dalam air mata

Terima kasih untuk menjadi teman

Untuk setiap dukungan

Setiap pelukkan

Terima kasih untuk hadir meskipun hanya sementara

Hi, April!

Hi, April! Hi, Fellas!

I really really miss you a lot!

Aku rindu dibangunkan sinar matahari dan angin sepoi-sepoi

Aku ingin bersandar sekali lagi

Menghentikan waktu sesaat saja

Merasakan selamanya

Aku rindu dengan suara yang membangunkan aku

Fajar tiba lalu terlelap lalu menghilang

Aku rindu merasakan indahnya damai

Tenang dan bahagia

Semoga kita nanti dapat bertemu lagi

(Meskipun dengan bentuk yang berbeda)

(Jangan cepat berlalu)

(Bersinarlah selamanya)

Forgiveness is not a foolness

Hari ini aku mendapat pelajaran berharga dari seseorang yang sudah aku anggap abang kandung aku sendiri.

Tonight I talked to him how terrible my feeling because of some people who did evil behind me when at the first time I did so many kindnesses to them.

He told me that I must keep forgiving. No matter how hurt I am. No matter what they did to me even to my family. Forgiving is the best idea.

"You only can do nothing at this. So why don't you put your burden on Jesus, throw it, enjoy your life. Do not ever lose your happiness because of somebody's behavior or you will not have any differences with them"

So forgiving is not make you a fool, but it will make you better than the person who make a fool on you.

Thank God!